Kinda bumming today.

I've had a horrible last couple of days. Ever feel like you're the only one that seems to be making efforts to deepen and strengthen relationships. Or that others just don't have appropriate manners, like common courtesy has been lost forever. That the world is focused on the whats and never the whos of life. Okay, I probably am not making much sense, but events over the last few years and especially the last week are really getting my last nerve. Yes, I know it's a busy time of year, but it still doesn't change how I'm feeling about things. When do you confront people about their lack of propriaty and compassion, and when do you just walk away. I do understand there are times in all of our lives that friendships will come and go. Paths cross for a short time, then go their seperate ways, but what ever happened to life long friendships? Generations past had them, but this is a rarity in society today. I guess you could say I'm just tired of being neglected, used, and abused. Only getting called on when someone wants something from me, never just to talk or spend time together doing nothing. I feel that our current society has robbed us all of relationships, true honest friendships, loyal real compassion for others. Sometimes I just feel like I was born in the wrong century. It's a pity somethings people do now a days in the area of relationships. Don't know if I will actually post this, and yes I'm venting somewhat. This issue just keeps coming up and bugs me intensely. Well that's about all for now, I'd better go check the mail. Maybe I've got a RAK. I have been enjoying the happy mail from the talented ladies at SCS. That might cheer my horrible day.